I’m sorry. To anyone who has every read my journals or messaged me or ANYTHING, I’m sorry. I am a jerk. It is one fact about me that I have come to accept. That, and I always have a strong outline in my drawings. Both are equally bad but I shall focus on the first in this particular rant thing. Really, apart from being annoyingly sarcastic the main component on my jerkiness is the fact that I run away. I always have. I’ve never stayed in a school for more than a year. I ignore emails. I don’t keep friends for very long because I stop contacting them. All of this is intensely magnified by the internet and the option to ignore, forget and delete certain social situations. Your conversation reaches a dead end? Delete. And It sucks. I can make excuses. I have a few good ones built up such as: I’ve been busy with school, relationships, family...etc. Or, perhaps, I haven’t had a computer or camera or Photoshop. But you know that’s a stupid excuse. Yes you do. Because you’ve wasted your precious and highly valuable time on me and I can’t spare a couple of minimum wage seconds to thank you? Not anymore, folks. I am here precisely to thank you.
Here goes: Thanks.
Thanks a billion. Hell. If you’ve never seen my page before and you only read the first word of this, thanks. I mean it.